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Quarantine, now what?

It is Mar 2020 and officially the world is on lockdown due to the Coronavirus, and now I get to stay home with our elementary kiddos for 30 full days, nonstop, no breaks…….. I know I am not the only person out there wondering if this is the beginning of the end or if it is complete overkill. For now I plan to redecorate and remodel things in our home before the move this summer, our house badly needs it and I hope to remember to take before pics on the next project.

I am still heavily trying to catch up on Native American Indian migratory patterns from old Fur Trader Journals. I plan to read them on video to post to youtube eventually, yet I was originally going to do that while kiddos are at school so this will be a new hurdle. I have found so many hurdles in researching my mtDNA path, rumor of Croatan, Lumbee, Tuscorora, Algonquin, Seminole, Cherokee… Literally the tribe list goes on and on, and following through the French and Indian Wars along with other wars, it is quite apparent that people had to migrate or in the case of the Natives, they were sold into slavery upon capture after a defeat.

I am currently stuck in the 1810s, Granville NC area as of now, researching all of these wonderful journals, with such detailed information in some of these books. I am going off the rumor of Cherokee from NC that ended up in GA. I am proud to say that I am searching for Grace Emmanuel Jackson born est 1897 and passed in Patterson GA in 1933, she married John Jordan Aspinwall and had several children. Dark tan skin tone, high cheek bones, long straight black hair. That is literally all the info I have for this side of my genealogy. The above tribes mentioned are shown through genealogy records, I just can’t find my maternal line matches past Grace.

Another roadblock I am in is that the family was of poor farmer stock, lots of casualties to wars and trying to trace a journey from NC to GA in 1910 plus or minus a few years, we know she was married in 1911 in GA. Through family stories it has been mentioned that they all worked in the Turpentine business, and their home was literally off of the old railway path (no longer there). All that stands where their home once stood is 2 chimney stacks and a small family grave. Coincidentally the land happens to be for sale, which I would LOVE to own, yet need the funds for that purchase. My dream is to buy that land, build a small community, based around a town square type model. Then run a bed and breakfast type resort that has you glamping (glamorous camping) to a certain extent. Literally set the tone to 1820 yet have modern amenities, a southern pride (wild west gun show type) show, an area for each of the ethnicities that were privy to that area during that time. Bring up hard times, how people struggled, actually do some farm work/learning. I obviously haven’t figured it all out yet but it is definitely a thought.

Nonetheless, here I am about to go on another journey of reading about how trails were marked, where they are etc along with learning how everyone was mentally processing this extremely savage lifestyle in the south. Stories of shutting the storm shutters on the church because Indians were “at it” again, arrows would soar into large group church gatherings. After a while it seems like it was just another day, no big deal type of attitude. Now in 2020 that all sounds so incredibly absurd but the reality is that they would say the same about us and our technology.

I plan to share these stories amongst many thoughts in the time coming, I want my future descendants to be able to read my words if the internet is still even a thing by the time interest is piqued. I have been publishing the family genealogy as far back as I can and it proves ties to many Presidents, Vikings, Portuguese, King’s, Queen’s, Dukes you name it and I absolutely love all these discoveries. It’s amazing how you can read about an ancestor’s history and then literally feel like knowing that information brings your mind to peace almost immediately. Stories about rage, anger, pirating etc also rings such a bell for me. I am very quick to raging anger for the most minuscule things, it has helped me open my eyes to seeing how the world sees me and how I react with certain emotions.

While reading these experiences I acknowledge that I deeply connect to these stories, as if I have been there before, lived through it. It has me wondering if genetically we inherit our genomes past lives? So I wouldn’t imagine recent loved ones passing away and then instantly you absorb their journey, I think it would be more along the lines of a deja vu type scenario, or even those crazy dreams you have yet wake and think to yourself “I Have never lived in or near a castle” then a few days later, while doing genealogy you find that you are related to Katherine of Aragon who was held in the Tower at Kimbolton Castle England. Where to begin with that madness.

Lots to go over, lots to record, and lots to discuss. I hope to accurately record my thoughts along with the facts that I have been presented with. There are a LOT of awesome stories, so sit back, relax and get ready for this wild ride.

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Noah’s Arc connection

After years of research and lot’s of mtDNA full sequence research and matching, I can officially say that I am related to each of Noah’s sons, Specifically Ham’s wife Na’eltama’uk, and also came across a lot of reference’s to Tribe of Dan. This is very exciting to me, mainly because from what I understand Ham’s descendants were in Africa, and as of right now The Rendille Tribe and El Mollo Tribes out of Kenya, this makes more sense to me since I couldn’t find the Africa connection in more recent decades. I have just started to dive into the history of it all, but I am quite confused as to why there isn’t peace in the middle east…. I was personally raised Roman Catholic, my husband was raised Mormon, and I teach more Buddhism than anything haha! Yet, after briefly learning histories etc, we all are supposedly from Noah anyways, so if we are all related then whats the beef? Seems like everyone has agreed on common courtesy, helping others helps all, and respect to let others believe what they want.

http://genealogynation.com

I have learned a lot about myself by doing this research, I am connected to Jesus, Muhammad and King David. I may have been raised Catholic, but I have always wondered why there is such an intense hate for the other religions. I must mention that I was raised as an only child so trying to understand jealousy in siblings is extremely hard to understand, I never had to compete except at school. So as I watch my 3 children open presents I get quite confused about how many gifts for each child, do I have to buy 3 of everything or can we just share. As you can guess sharing seems to be a hard to grasp concept for young kiddos.

I know for a fact that I am mtDNA Haplogroup I2c and apparently in Azerbaijan and Iran there is a high amount of polymorphic levels of genetic mutations for my haplogroup in this area. Now, I look Scotch Irish, Yet have more of the 2 African tribes than anything else, following that is Crk and Isle of Skye & Isle of Man. If originally were were all African, then why the heck is everyone so racist? I honestly don’t understand or get why people can’t just chill and survive and experience this world for the best. I LOVE that the proof is in the pudding so to say, I am however excited to see where this all eventually goes, but for now we all have a common mtDNA ancestor who is in Africa. That is extremely awe inspiring. I have also discovered some I haplogroups in Egypt and that really excites me since the DNA was tested at Valley of the Kings!

This chart I randomly found on google images but it shows the Y DNA not mtDNA.
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Emerald Tablet 4: The Space Born

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List ye, O man, to the voice of wisdom, list to the voice of THOTH, the Atlantean. Freely I give to thee of my wisdom, gathered from the time and space of this cycle; master of mysteries, SUN of the morning, living forever, a child of the LIGHT, shining with brightness, star of the morning, THOTH the teacher of men, is of ALL. Long time ago, I in my childhood, lay ‘neath the stars on long-buried ATLANTIS, dreaming of mysteries far above men. Then in my heart grew there a great longing to conquer the pathway that led to the stars. Year after year, I sought after wisdom, seeking new knowledge, following the way, until at last my SOUL, in great travail, broke from its bondage and bounded away. Free was I from the bondage of earth-men.

Free from the body, I flashed through the night. Unlocked at last for me was the star-space. Free was I from the bondage of night. Now to the end of space sought I wisdom, far beyond knowledge of finite man. Far into space, my SOUL traveled freely into infinity’s circle of light. Strange, beyond knowledge, were some of the planets, great and gigantic, beyond dreams of men. Yet found I Law, in all of its beauty, working through and among them as here among men. Flashed forth my soul through infinity’s beauty, far through space I flew with my thoughts. Rested I there on a planet of beauty. Strains of harmony filled all the air. Shapes there were, moving in Order, great and majestic as stars in the night; mounting in harmony, ordered equilibrium, symbols of the Cosmic, like unto Law.

Many the stars I passed in my journey, many the races of men on their worlds; some reaching high as stars of the morning, some falling low in the blackness of night. Each and all of them struggling upward, gaining the heights and plumbing the depths, moving at times in realms of brightness, living through darkness, gaining the Light. Know, O man, that Light is thine heritage. Know that darkness is only a veil. Sealed in thine heart is brightness eternal, waiting the moment of freedom to conquer, waiting to rend the veil of the night. Some I found who had conquered the ether. Free of space were they while yet they were men. Using the force that is the foundation of ALL things, far in space constructed they a planet, drawn by the force that flows through the ALL; condensing, coalescing the ether into forms, that grew as they willed. Outstripping in science, they, all of the races, mighty in wisdom, sons of the stars. Long time I paused, watching their wisdom. Saw them create from out of the ether cities gigantic of rose and gold. Formed forth from the primal element, base of all matter, the ether far flung. Far in the past, they had conquered the ether, freed themselves from the bondage of toil; formed in heir mind only a picture and swiftly created, it grew. Forth then, my soul sped, throughout the Cosmos, seeing ever, new things and old; learning that man is truly space-born, a Sun of the Sun, a child of the stars. Know ye, O man, whatever from ye inhabit, surely it is one with the stars.

Thy bodies are nothing but planets revolving around their central suns. When ye have gained the light of all wisdom, free shall ye be to shine in the ether — one of the Suns that light outer darkness — one of the space-born grown into Light. Just as the stars in time lose their brilliance, light passing from them in to the great source, so, O man, the soul passes onward, leaving behind the darkness of night. Formed forth ye, from the primal ether, filled with the brilliance that flows from the source, bound by the ether coalesced around, yet ever it flames until at last it is free.

Lift up your flame from out of the darkness, fly from the night and ye shall be free. Traveled I through the space-time, knowing my soul at last was set free, knowing that now might I pursue wisdom. Until at last, I passed to a plane, hidden from knowledge, known not to wisdom, extension beyond all that we know. Now, O man, when I had this knowing, happy my soul grew, for now I was free. Listen, ye space-born, list to my wisdom: know ye not that ye, too, will be free. List ye again, O man, to my wisdom, that hearing, ye too, might live and be free. Not of the earth are ye — earthy, but child of the Infinite Cosmic Light. Know ye not, O man, of your heritage? Know ye not ye are truly the Light? Sun of the Great Sun, when ye gain wisdom, truly aware of your kinship with Light. Now, to ye, I give knowledge, freedom to walk in the path I have trod, showing ye truly how by my striving, I trod the path that leads to the stars. Hark ye, O man, and know of thy bondage, know how to free thyself from the toils. Out of the darkness shall ye rise upward, one with the Light and one with the stars. Follow ye ever the path of wisdom. Only by this can ye rise from below. Ever man’s destiny leads him onward into the Curves of Infinity’s ALL. Know ye, O man, that all space is ordered. Only by Order are ye One with the ALL. Order and balance are the Law of the Cosmos. Follow and ye shall be One with the ALL. He who would follow the pathway of wisdom, open must be to the flower of life, extending his consciousness out of the darkness, flowing through time and space in the ALL.

Deep in the silence, first ye must linger until at last ye are free from desire, free from the longing to speak in the silence. Conquer by silence, the bondage of words. Abstaining from eating until we have conquered desire for food, that is bondage of soul. Then lie ye down in the darkness. Close ye your eyes from the rays of the Light. Centre thy soul-force in the place of thine consciousness, shaking it free from the bonds of the night. Place in thy mind-place the image thou desireth. Picture the place thou desireth to see. Vibrate back and forth with thy power. Loosen the soul from out of its night. Fiercely must thou shake with all of thy power until at last thy soul shall be free. Mighty beyond words is the flame of the Cosmic, hanging in planes, unknown to man; mighty and balanced, moving in Order, music of harmonies, far beyond man. Speaking with music, singing with color, flame from the beginning of Eternity’s ALL. Spark of the flame art thou, O my children, burning with color and living with music. List to the voice and thou shalt be free. Consciousness free is fused with the Cosmic, One with the Order and Low of the ALL. Knew ye not man, that out of the darkness, Light shall flame forth, a symbol of ALL. Pray ye this prayer for attaining or wisdom. Pray for the coming of Light to the ALL:

Mighty SPIRIT of LIGHT that shines through the Cosmos, draw my flame closer in harmony to thee. Lift up my fire from out of the darkness, magnet of fire that is One with the ALL. Lift up my soul, thou might and potent. Child of the Light, turn not away. Draw me in power to melt in thy furnace; One with all things and all things in One, fire of the life-strain and One with the Brain.

When ye have freed thy soul from its bondage, know that for ye the darkness is gone. Ever through space ye may seek wisdom, bound not be fetters forged in the flesh. Onward and upward into the morning, free flash, O Soul, to the realms of Light. Move thou in Order, move thou in Harmony, freely shalt move with the Children of Light. Seek ye and know ye, my KEY of Wisdom. Thus, O man, ye shall surely be free.

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Emerald Tablet 3: The Key of Wisdom

I, Thoth, the Atlantean, give of my wisdom, give of my knowledge, give of my power. Freely I give to the children of men. Give that they, too, might have wisdom to shine through the world from the veil of the night. Wisdom is power and power is wisdom, one with each other, perfecting the whole. Be thou not proud, O man, in thy wisdom. Discourse with the ignorant as well as the wise. If one comes to thee full of knowledge, listen and heed, for wisdom is all. Keep thou not silent when evil is spoken for Truth like the sunlight shines above all. He who over-steppeth the Law shall be punished, for only through Law comes the freedom of men. Cause thou not fear for fear is a bondage, a fetter that binds the darkness to men.

Follow thine heart during thy lifetime. Do thou more than is commanded of thee. When thou hast gained riches, follow thou thine heart, for all these are of no avail if thine heart be weary. Diminish thou not the time of following thine heart. It is abhorred of the soul. They that are guided go not astray, but they that are lost cannot find a straight path. If thou go among men, make for thyself, Love, the beginning and end of the heart. If one cometh unto thee for council, let him speak freely, that the thing for which he hath come to thee may be done. If he hesitates to open his heart to thee, it is because thou, the judge, doeth the wrong. Repeat thou not extravagant speech, neither listen thou to it, for it is the utterance of one not in equilibrium. Speak thou not of it, so that he before thee may know wisdom. Silence is of great profit. An abundance of speech profiteth nothing. Exalt not thine heart above the children of men, lest it be brought lower than the dust. If thou be great among men, be honored for knowledge and gentleness. If thou seeketh to know the nature of a friend, ask not his companion, but pass a time alone with him. Debate with him, testing his heart by his words and his bearing. That which goeth into the store-house must come forth, and the things that are thine must be shared with a friend.

Knowledge is regarded by the fool as ignorance, and the things that are profitable are to him hurtful. He liveth in death. It is therefore his food. The wise man lets his heart overflow but keeps silent his mouth. O man, list to the voice of wisdom; list to the voice of light. Mysteries there are in the Cosmos that unveiled fill the world with their light. Let he who would be free from the bonds of darkness first divine the material from the immaterial, the fire from the earth; for know ye that as earth descends to earth, so also fire ascends unto fire and becomes one with fire. He who knows the fire that is within himself shall ascend unto the eternal fire and dwell in it eternally. Fire, the inner fire, is the most potent of all force, for it overcometh all things and penetrates to all things of the Earth. Man supports himself only on that which resists. So Earth must resist man else he existeth not. All eyes do not see with the same vision, for to one an object appears of one form and color and to a different eye of another. So also the infinite fire, changing from color to color, is never the same from day to day.

Thus, speak I, THOTH, of my wisdom, for a man is a fire burning bright through the night; never is quenched in the veil of the darkness, never is quenched by the veil of the night. Into men’s hearts, I looked by my wisdom, found them not free from the bondage of strife. Free from the toils, thy fire, O my brother, lest it be buried in the shadow of night! Hark ye, O man, and list to this wisdom: where do name and form cease? Only in consciousness, invisible, an infinite force of radiance bright. The forms that ye create by brightening they vision are truly effects that follow thy cause. Man is a star bound to a body, until in the end, he is freed through his strife. Only by struggle and toiling thy utmost shall the star within thee bloom out in new life. He who knows the commencement of all things, free is his star from the realm of night. Remember, O man, that all which exists is only another form of that which exists not. Everything that has being is passing into yet other being and thou thyself are not an exception. Consider the Law, for all is Law. Seek not that which is not of the Law, for such exists only in the illusions of the senses. Wisdom cometh to all her children even as they cometh unto wisdom. All through the ages, the light has been hidden. Awake, O man, and be wise. Deep in the mysteries of life have I traveled, seeking and searching for that which is hidden. List ye, O man, and be wise.

Far ‘neath the earth crust, in the Halls of Amenti, mysteries I saw that are hidden from men. Oft have I journeyed the deep hidden passage, looked on the Light that is Life among men. There ‘neath the flowers of Life ever living, searched I the hearts and the secrets of men. Found I that man is but living in darkness, light of the great fire is hidden within. Before the Lords of hidden Amenti learned I the wisdom I give unto men. Masters are they of the great Secret Wisdom, brought from the future of infinity’s end. Seven are they, the Lords of Amenti, overlords they of the Children of Morning, Suns of the cycles, Masters of Wisdom. Formed are not they as the children of men? THREE, FOUR, FIVE AND SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE are the titles of the Masters of men. Far from the future, formless yet forming, came they as teachers for the children of men. Live they forever, yet not of the living, bound not to life and yet free from death. Rule they forever with infinite wisdom, bound yet not bound to the dark Halls of Death. Life they have in them, yet life that is not life, free from all are the Lords of the ALL. Forth from them came forth the Logos, instruments they of the power o’er all. Vast is their countenance, yet hidden in smallness, formed by a forming, known yet unknown. THREE holds the key of all hidden magic, creator he of the halls of the Dead; sending forth power, shrouding with darkness, binding the souls of the children of men; sending the darkness, binding the soul force; director of negative to the children of men. FOUR is he who looses the power. Lord, he, of Life to the children of men. Light is his body, flame is his countenance; freer of souls to the children of men. FIVE is the master, the Lord of all magic – Key to The Word that resounds among men. SIX is the Lord of Light, the hidden pathway, path of the souls of the children of men. SEVEN is he who is Lord of the vastness, master of Space and the key of the Times. EIGHT is he who orders the progress; weighs and balances the journey of men. NINE is the father, vast he of countenance, forming and changing from out of the formless. Meditate on the symbols I give thee. Keys are they, though hidden from men.

Reach ever upward, O Soul of the morning. Turn thy thoughts upward to Light and to Life. Find in the keys of the numbers I bring thee, light on the pathway from life unto life. Seek ye with wisdom. Turn thy thoughts inward. Close not thy mind to the flower of Light. Place in thy body a thought-formed picture. Think of the numbers that lead thee to Life. Clear is the pathway to he who has wisdom. Open the door to the Kingdom of Light. Pour forth thy flame as a Sun of the morning. Shut out the darkness and live in the day. Take thee, O man! As part of thy being, the Seven who are but are not as they seem. Opened, O man! Have I my wisdom. Follow the path in the way I have led. Masters of Wisdom, SUN of the MORNING LIGHT and LIFE to the children of men.

Acadian Indian Princess

My summer of 2019 was non stop visions, feelings if you will, that my purpose in life is about to come to light. I have been fascinated by genealogy research and family stories constantly brought me to the Cherokee Princess myth, the fact that all of the Cherokee genealogy works say that the Cherokee did NOT have a “Princess” or anything like it. They most definitely were a matrilineal society, when a couple married the man traditionally left his family and joined his wife’s tribe.

So with this I had to figure out why was this story passed down, and with such pride and confidence. Well, with today’s dna craze I decided to get a full mtDNA sequence breakdown from Family Tree Dna. I recommend Familytreedna.com over the other competitors mainly because they do a full mtDNA sequence, including mutations and also you can join research programs based on your results. I was even contacted by the tower of Babel research group, I had to google what that even was honestly. I apparently slept through all religious education or simply didn’t care at that time.

Once I dove into my X line, I started to discover tons of stories, journals and history that I have never been aware of before. By reading journals from the founding of Jamestown era I discovered lots of fear, abandonment and brutality. This being said I kept reading to discover genealogy lines that were known and was able to go through the “my matches” option on Ftdna.com to confirm my findings. Turns out there was in fact an Indian Princess, a Native American woman married a French Nobility! Making her a technical Princess! Later as her tribe was slowly driven away by other tribes or even absorbed into them, I found that her tribe eventually was considered Cherokee until after my 3rd Great Grandma had already fled North Carolina for Georgia. Then history kept rewriting itself. Making it very hard to trace my Native background, not to mention the fact that I am not of the typical “Proven” haplogroups.

I also have been using Ancestry.com , 23andme , FamilySearch, Myheritage.com, Wikitree.com, Gedmatch.com, and the list goes on but these are usually my go-to’s. (These are my Amazon.com links to purchase their products and also link to the actual site for those that are free. Family Search is the database that the LDS church uses for their genealogy).

Back to my Indian Princess Grandmother, her name is Marie Mathilde (Penobscot) Pidianske and she married Jean-Vincent d’Abbadie de Saint-Castin. Now, he was a polygamist and truth be told I am directly from both of his marriages to daughters of the Chief Madockawando. I find this fascinating since I am a Roman Catholic who married a Mormon (non-practicing) and my adopted father’s family is FLDS (Polygamy). I’ve always been fascinated on how these women can share the same man, figuring jealousy would play a major role, I have never felt that I need to practice that but have always been curious about it. Check out the Big Love series from HBO, or if you’ve ever watched the reality series Sister Wives on TLC, you will begin to see the jealousy and drama that goes with polygamy. Not for me haha.

Anyways, I found this amazing because I literally lived on my ancestors land and used to love playing in the local stream that isn’t even labeled on maps but it runs into the Sabattus River. The natives were mainly over in Falmouth Maine area and my twin sons were born in Falmouth MA. so I will list my coincidences with this branch of my tree.

Lived on Crowley Rd in Sabattus Maine (my biological father worked for Crowley Shipping in Florida)

The Sabattus River runs down into Portland ME, I took several mini vacations there as an adult to meet up with my husbands boat crew in Portland.

When I found out I was pregnant with our daughter we were celebrating our anniversary in Saco, ME. Another area where they are prominent.

When I was 7 years old I attended a pow-wow in the Sabattus area, and Danced with the local tribe, not having any idea that we were of the same blood.

I remember one of them firmly saying to always remember the wolf, the moon, the sea, and the stars. Also told we were made of stardust. Later in life, around age 16 I made all my screen names related to stardust. They also said to always remember where I came from. Which was odd because I was born in Florida and we were only living in Maine because my dad was stationed in Italy with the Navy.

I had a moment when I found out that we were moving to Albuquerque, New Mexico. I went outside, it was sunset, the wind was blowing hard but a mix of warm and cold. I heard whispers of “we are watching you, protecting you, guiding you. Trust in the whispers”. Kinda crazy sounding I know but it is what I remember and I just buried it in my memories.

Later in life I went with my husband and the boat crew to bar hop in downtown Portland Maine where some of the guys we were with started acting like drunken fools, one almost got into a fight with a man on the street. I noticed this guy was about to pull out a gun since he felt threatened. I literally walked up to him, looked him in the eye and told him it wasn’t worth it. He locked eyes, and then just turned around and walked away. It was bizarre but I am so thankful nothing bad came of it.

When we were living in Boston in 2010 I decided to check out the Boston Tea Room and saw a few Mediums, not Psychics. I was given the same information on separate visits with separate mediums and all told me that a powerful Indian Chief was protecting me and guiding me. Showing me the way, that I was to bring forth truth. That there was a large Oak tree they saw, and 4 feathers. The whole time I was told that it was a very strong bond. I was adopted at birth so this Indian Connection didn’t make much sense to me then. It wasn’t until 2019 that I discovered actual proof/written stories that connected me to Maine and the Natives there. I am still trying to figure out the Oak and feathers connection other than being obviously native.

Spring of 2019 I started having crazy head pains, saw multiple Neurologists, every possible Dr I could possibly think of to figure out the source of my pain. Nothing was found. Later after doing my own research and looking at my scans I found a crescent shaped tissue looking area above the Hyoid Bone. When I asked several specialists what this was, no one knew, and no one knows to this day. I will post pictures in the future. That being said, this growth is basically connecting several sensory nerves is somewhat alarming. Lately I’ve felt as though I am downloading tons of random information, including random herbal remedies etc, I decided to speak up and post them on here. I am just beginning this process so look for future posts.

Sunflowers and Dragonflies. The Post Malone song Sunflower ALWAYS played every time as soon as I got into a car, new building etc. Then after finding my Biological great Aunt, when invited into her home, noticed Sunflower’s and Dragonflies everywhere. I asked her about them, while my cousin and I clearly noticed this, and she explained that her native name was Skeeter Hawk, which was a Dragonfly. This set a lot of discoveries into motion. The rest of the summer was like trying to follow the white rabbit, figuring out what the signs were trying to tell me. I have thoughts now looking back, but this definitely has shaped how I have started to lift the veil and see the world differently.

I was adopted at birth, but at age 16 I found my biological parents, my birth father had no clue about me whatsoever but after a DNA test there was no question. Not to mention I favor his family for sure. Both of my biological grandmothers are passed on and both were related on a cousindry level so that has been quite the crazy path of building my family tree. One grandmother is buried in Live Oak Florida and the other grandmother’s ashes were spread at sea in Jacksonville Beach Florida area. The reason I mention this is because the great aunt I visited lives in Georgia and I had never thought twice about GA connections. Well the Native side, on both sides connects me to the above Madockawando. I find this way more coincidental than most, but I accept all thoughts on the matter. This experience had me literally feel as though I was going insane yet it was producing facts and coincidences that were undeniable.

I am going to close this post with the thought that if we all were more open to spiritual awakeness then maybe, just maybe, our ancestors have been reaching out to us but we have learned to ignore them and to believe that all intervention is God or Jesus if you are Christian. Not a bad thing necessarily but we really need to get back to our true roots, realize our ancestors blood runs through our veins and sometimes we are literally running off of old hardwired knowledge that thrives to be acknowledged…. just my thoughts.

Madockawando
http://www.migrations.fr/baronstcastin.htm

About to attempt an amazing design tonight for *winking Reindeer Magnets :D

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